can i just say how i CANNOT watch this episode? everyone keeps telling me i have to, with my thing about van gogh, but i just cannot face how it will rip my heart out because i have so many ~FEELINGS about him, and even seeing this has made me kind of really really depressed, because fuck, that was his whole life, you guys. him reaching out to people, and them being like “yeaaaah you’re a bit creepy and intense and generally hard to do, laters” and like, never having much in the way of validation that he was actually good at his profession, and ugh. idk, it just upsets me.

![allaboutvangogh:
The Yellow House (1888), Vincent van Gogh
Oil on Canvas, 72 X 91.5 cm Van Gogh Museum, Amsterdam
In May 1888, Van Gogh rented four rooms on the right-hand side of a house on the Place Lamartine in Arles. His living quarters were the ones with the green shutters. His bedroom lay beyond. Vincent had finally found a place where he could not only paint but also welcome his friends. His goal was to establish a “Studio of the South,” where he and like-minded artists could work together. Just as he did in Nuenen and Paris, Van Gogh here depicts his own surroundings. To the left we see the restaurant where he usually took his meals. His friend, the postman Joseph Roulin, lived to the right, behind the first railroad bridge. The view is also an exploration of color contrast: “What a powerful sight, those yellow houses in the sun and then the unforgettable clarity of the blue [sky],” he wrote to Theo in the letter that accompanied a drawing he had made after the painting.
Text taken from here. Zoom in to see the details here.
hearing that he befriended the postman is delightful to me, because so many things about this period were crap for a bro, like oh idk, CHILDREN THROWING ROCKS AT HIM and gauguin being a terrible boyfrond and not replying to his text messages.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnlkucph7W1qlb9aqo1_500.jpg)




